Undeserving love...

The man I love does not want me to love him.
his actions do not match his words.
I dont know how he weasled himself under my skin.
He's far from perfect. He's raw and uneducated.
He's tacky and sometimes heartless.
He's funny, loyal, and broken.
He has consumed me.
I love him without reason, it makes him uncomfortable.
I wish I could stop my heart from wanting more.
I wish my dreams did not insist on him.
I do not know how to be without him.....
The man I love has said 'no thank you'His words have left me broken.....